I care too much about what people think. I DONT WANT TO ANYMORE. MAKE IT STOP

Hahaaa can’t sleep

Today I took adderall for the first time, so that’s a weird feeling. Learned everything I could’ve learned about orgo in approximately 15 hours so.

DUDE YOURE KINDOF A DOUCHE AND I DONT KNOW WHY IM TALKING TO YOU

This is what I’ve been wanting but now I just feel like a dick

i think about us and i want it to happen, but i know it’s probably better this way. but that sucks, doesn’t it? i think so. it’s some real bullshit. but it is what it is right now. i know that. and i’ll move on. right? sure. maybe someday it will work out. maybe. or it’ll blow up in our faces when we least expect it. who knows. i’m good at hiding things. 

i’m really nervous about living with two strangers and one girl i barely even know. what the heck. what the heck. i want to talk to you about this and have you analyze these girls with me via facebook stalking, but i can’t. because i can’t. and it makes me sad again. and again. and again. goddamnit.

for who ever’s left

http://thoughtsfrmcarol.wordpress.com/

for sure feeling those ab workouts. 

 

guys ignore me when i say i’m fat i’m just a baby

there is a possibility i can get out of work tonight and i’m so happyyyy

true life i’m fat and i can’t stop eating

work today was absolute shit. damnit.

i just want to be at school and eat cookies. hahaha yeah.

bleep bleep bloop other than work today was nice. hot, but nice.

scary thoughts, scary thoughts indeed. it will be interesting to see how the guilford couples withstand the test of time. or if really.

i’m just mad.